A Twinkle in an Angels Eye

This is Livy's "lambie" I bought it because I learned about wool and how wonderful it is for babies. In my baby/mommy class they have these for the babies to sleep on.

So..... I purchased one online for her crib. I have to keep the heat up higher than I would like to and my bill is outrageous every month. I was thinking if she slept on this it will absolutely keep her warm. Mind you wool is SO not inexpensive and this was an investment but worth it to take the heat down. Go figure....she hates it. She enjoys playing on it but when I leave her to sleep she scoots all over like she is trying to get away from it. She does not cry so this is an assumption but she ends up sideways in her crib. It happened three times.

Last night I went in at 3 or 4 (I cannot remember because my clock is still not changed, lol) she was sideways and from the scooting her diaper moved off to the side too and she peed though! It is such a drag to change a diaper in the middle of the night. One because it is dark (yes I put it on wrong) and two it wakes her fully up. Lambie....what to do now.

She was up a lot last night with really bad gas. I started adding the things that bothered her when she had colic back in my diet in small amounts and it did not seem to have any ill effects on her. So naturally I kept up with it. And then it all came crashing down. The worst feeling I get from being a mother is mommy guilt. I feel terrible when stuff happens to make her upset and its my fault. Ugh its AWFUL.